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[Jun. 28th, 2005|12:35 am] |
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Pissed isnt even how mad i am right now.
Its a fragement of what im feeling.
I fucking hate her with everything i have.
Ill be outside. sitting on my porch because it seems like its the ONLY thing i can do these days.
Fuck her and her fucking permission. im gonna do what I want from now on.
i was mad at my mom. but now im good cuz she let me go outside til 12:15.
tehehehe John... teheheh
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[Jun. 26th, 2005|05:00 pm] |
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yesterday was my party and i was bored to death so i thank god jami called me. Her nicole and John came and got me... and my couzin climbed ALL over john. i felt sooooooo baddddddd omg... yahhhh.. john made a little friend. then we went to get some food... cuz jami was starving her ass off. haha so we went to Mickey Deee'ssss.. yah then we came back ehre and sat in the car for like an hour.
then there was randy.
Mister Randy was hitting on jami and jami was like ew.
So i was like.... ehhh... Randy leave.. now.. i noe mean but.. we didnt want him there and plus he doesnt like me on normal days so why when i have hot friends over, he can hang with us.?
just no i dont work that way. sorry.
So then Jami decided that she wanted to see Jay so they left and i chilled on the chouch with my cousin for a while.. we watched Mad TV and SNL. then he wnet on my moms comp. and called his g/f and i went on my comp.
Then i talked to some people. I didnt go to bed until 5:30 am.
and then my jackass of a dad woke me up at 11.
Grr.. but im not that tired. hm.. I watched Madeline.. that show is pimp haha..
3 cheers for madeline!
Damn disney channel.
mehhhhh im bored now..
I think i might be going somewhere with Jami John Jay and Nicole tonight.. not sure >.< (hopefully i can) *cross my fingers and bobby pin my heart*
lol
yah im lame.
so im leaving you now.
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|04:47 am] |
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soooo im having a party today... hmm.. it starts at 5.. its 4:48 YEYAYAYAYAY almost time.. im so fucking bored as of right now though.. not much to do cept sit on the comp. til guests come. hm...
I imed Maxie today.
lol.
im sure you dont know who he is, but hes very very pimp lol.
hm.. i invited like a kajillion people
wow were all stars now... in the dope show.
but to swim you have to swallow.
Now im on the phone with aly dear
hahahahah my BESTEST friend from Cali.
yes yes she dates a guy named Harley.. "like the motorcycle" or says aly.
I thought his name was harvey >.< hahahaha im mean.
yah people are comming over in 4 minutes.
Now im listening to AFI. Davey Havok is HOTTT/ haha
hmm im gonna go and yah
byeee
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|09:27 pm] |
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I went to the mall with shaina and alyssa today.. okay first, we went to alyssa's hopuse cuz it was booring x;s 457525757587 here. then we walked to luckys and ate then we walked to holy moly doughnut shop, &&& then to sentry to see alyssa's b/f dustin. then we went back to alyssa's and ate dinner, and we had a conversation with alyssa, her bro, and shaina about how shaina is gonna turn into the biggerst hick if she moves to goodman. haha overalls and belly tops. hahahah.. she knows we love her.
then we went to mayfair, and alyssa bought handcuffs, and we hand cuffed eachother togehter... then we walked around the mall handcuffed... great stuff..then we went to barnes and noble and looked at the sex books wonderful eh?
Now im talking to Jordan on the fone... cool eh? yah haha hes high *as usual*
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|01:00 am] |
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so ... me and shaina went to Woodfield mall today in chicago... we didnt see much of nething there that intrested us, so we went to the air port to get my sister.
ahah my sister bought me a shirt in spain that has a pot leave on it and it says go trippin. haha its niceee. yea, im really bored and shaina is asleep on my bed.. grr she takes up alotta room cuz she spreads out damn her.. haha jay kay i love her!
Jami introduced me to some guy named John. hes very very cute. &&& he likes good music. thats always a plus.
Jami dear wants to hang tomorrow soo maybe that will work out. maybe john can come too.. that would be hella cool..
hmm.. aly is my homie haha... i wanted to call her, but she got offline so i couldnt get her number. blahh so i called Jordan instead.
than jordan had to go, so i called danny, who i was talking to before i talked to jordan. anyways long story.
than me and shaina watched "the girl next door"
it was good, even the second time i saw it.
hmm... then i came online and talked to people while shaina went to sleep.. wonderful huh? yah wowxcore i have NO life. ]
(*^.^*) i need a boyfriend >.< really bad.. i miss holding hands and taking walks at night. hmm...
maybe john and i will get close?? *mayyybee*
hmm.. ne ways
THANKS JAMI!!!!! >.< ***Huggles***
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|08:28 pm] |
haha.. yahhh alyssa came over today. so did shaina.. we watched Underpants (underworld) and lords of the g-string hahahaha..then we went to pick n save and got ghetto food that was the best ever.. YUMM.
then we came home, went to erics then we ate dinner.
then we sat in my room til alyssa left.
[[today, i found out my cat likes cheese]]
So, guess what? Ethan is nice. &&& hes pretty too.
&&& i guess i wanna go up to lacross now. Just so i can see him &&& say hi & stuff.
JUST IN: N0wehere Kid: i love youu
Chris loves me haha
&&& i x3 him back.
tehehe
{{not as much as i x3 ethan though}}
Guess what?
IM SINGLE. YAYAYA SIngle life is great and all that. Like a bag of chips yo.
haha.
guess what?
Becca is my favorite.. in my pants. HA!
*Lunchables are the shyt yo*
haha!!
X RatedAutoGraph: Chris is yummy
X RatedAutoGraph: mooha
N0wehere Kid: yeah he is
^^haha i love that kid.
Im going to chicago tomorrow. YEAH!
were going to get my sister from the air port &&& we are going to the mall.
StupaFace is comming!
N0wehere Kid: duh.
EnjoiCola420: lol i do x3 you
^^ Jimmy x3 me too haha
im so loved.
muhah.
And boys are so cold
They speak without meaning
The only time they talk is in their sleep
And girls are a bore
Their touch without feeling
Their secrets always far too grim to keep
And up until now
You've lived in their shadows trying hard to please them
But they'll never see
And they'll never hear you...tonight
Thinking hurts and thoughts don't rhyme
To those of us who've never tried
To find a face behind our lipstick smiles
And as our pretty faces die
Our plastic hearts will wonder why
The make-up just won't hide the scars of time
And boys are so cruel
So don't let them find you...tonight
And girls are so vain
So put them behind you...tonight
I'll cast you a spell
A magic where everyone plays dead forever
And you'll never smile
There's nothing inside you...tonight
Thinking hurts and thoughts don't rhyme
To those of us who've never tried
To find a face behind our lipstick smiles
And as our pretty faces die
Our plastic hearts will wonder why
The make-up just won't hide the scars of time
^^ my favorite song ever.
i.e Play Dead by TBM
^^TBM! That band roxs my soxs off!! haha!
hmm... I guess thats all for now haha
x3 Loser face.
aka ava
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|06:45 pm] |
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hahahaha Josh broke up with me after seven months.. fucking basterd, it wasnt ment to be i guess... i knew it was gonna happen sooner or later. oh well i guess im over it.. IM SINGLEEE! yippie~! |
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[Jun. 20th, 2005|11:33 am] |
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haha, someone posted this lame ass comment yesterday on here about me.
haha. yes, and i think i know who it was.
haha. yes yes im a BIG poser. haha.
Labels are for people who are too bored with there life, that they have to mess with others.
its fucking pathetic.
Go ahead, post with your REAL name and not ann. i DARE you.
Why be a coward and post ann.
why not live up to what you say??
what are you scared?? haha
Fucking retards.
People think its cute. it wont fucking make you cool if you ann. you dumbass.
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|11:26 pm] |
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went to Beccas dad's this weekend... it was fun for the most part, but it got booring most of the time... eh oh well.. i slept alot haha.. yah.. now im home and im bored.. and all that is on tv is porn... and well yah... hmm..
I think that People are mad at me.
But i need sex.
and i need someone who lives here to care for me.
and i need to cuddle.
and i need someone to kiss.
and i need someone to love me as much as i love them.
its a random post but its true.
im not waiting forever.
sex = god and god = not getting any.
On the Boarder line...
I need a cigg.. but i dont..
I stopped smoking..
i never really smoked too much.. only if one was avaiable...
oh well. ill live...
Im wanna get my hair cut.
ne ideas?
please tell meh.
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